I wish

I wish I was numb, so I couldn't hear a thing

I wish I was blind, so I couldn't see anything

I wish I just was gone,

Cuz it's not easy to be strong.

But I would,

if I could.

I wish somebody could give me all their strength and power to me,

And I wish that that day would never some to take it from me!

I still feel like I'm in the same game,

But I changed the picture and frame.

Somehow, Im still so damn sure,

Because I did close that door.

Look into my eyes and tell me, do you see

Do you see the pain he caused on me ?

And don't judge if I cry,

that just shows that I try.

I wish this could have happend differently

It hurted our love, but you coulden't see.